December 31, 2009
"There is an American kid in Afghanistan who is going to die tomorrow because Rahm Emanuel doesn’t want his boss to have to answer tough questions from somebody like Brian Williams in a 2012 electoral debate."

Why the politicking part of politics is sometimes disgusting [Matt Taibbi].

Oh hey, and look what happened: 319 American troops died in Afghanistan this year, double last year’s total [LAT].

December 7, 2009
“If you can, imagine a French post-modern take on Freud.”

I don’t remember where that quotation is from, but it was the only thing in a draft I apparently saved a few weeks ago. So, ponder that as you will.

But, more importantly, a task I’ve set for myself: to read every book I own — not sure yet about books I bought for class — before buying / getting from the libes any new ones.

This is mostly going to be a case of finishing books I’ve already started. My problem is I start a book, see another one I want to read, buy that new one and in the excitement of newness put down the one I hadn’t yet finished. And the cycle repeats. Many of these books aren’t even dull or unworthy, just unlucky.

Except, some of the books I own truly suck. Or rather, I’m only fairly sure they suck, based on outside information, because I haven’t actually read them. For example: Atlas Shrugged (I think we can all agree you don’t need to read this one to know it’s soul-destroying and awful). Other unfortunate titles I’ve thus committed myself to reading include:

  •  Don Quixote. Yup, I actually paid money for that, telling myself I would one day finish it. I’m sure it’s great… just, 2,000 or so pages of great.
  • A couple of James Bond books I got a long time ago at a garage sale because they were free, and hey, free books.
  • My Life by Bill Clinton. I managed about the first 500 pages of his life. Another 1,000 to go!
  • The Rise and Fall of the Great Powers. Sounds interesting, till you find out it was published in 1987.
  • Demons by Dostoevsky. Seriously? I’ve already read C&P and The Brothers K. No more depressing Russian-ness, please.
  • A book about postmodern Buddhist ethics, or something. Shit.

December 3, 2009

Sometimes I really want just to take a week and go to Mexico. Then I read passages like this:

Mexico is where facts, like people, simply disappear.

… More than 14,000 people have been killed in the almost three years since President Felipe Calderón mobilized the army to fight Mexico’s half-dozen major drug cartels. Virtually none of those homicides has been solved, partly because witnesses suffer short-term memory loss when questioned, and partly because the police, for various reasons, also feel profoundly that things do not stand much looking into.

And that makes me want to go even more? Yup.

December 1, 2009
"I think it’s a mistake to lose one’s sense of death, even one’s fear of death. Isn’t death the boundary we need? Doesn’t it give precious texture to life, a sense of definition? You have to ask yourself whether anything you do in this life would have beauty and meaning without the knowledge you carry of a final line, a border or a limit."

— from the novel White Noise by Don DeLillo

Reason #8,490 economics and I don’t get along very well: of the 200 most-cited economists, I counted four women. The first woman shows up at #50, with no other women till we’re out of the top 100.

ONE LAST PATHETIC TRY.

rockybalboa:

“…Now, their territory is tainted by marketers seeking their own slice of the mommy money pie….”

 Keep alliterating! Alliteration is awesome.

November 22, 2009
Not sure if this is a correct memory.

When I was very little, to discourage my sister and I from picking too many flowers from my grandma’s gardens, my parents told us that the trees felt pain when you took away one of their flowers. I didn’t quite believe it, but since I also wasn’t sure that it was false, I tried never to tear a leaf or flower or branch from anything. I wonder if this was an early seed of my later veganism.

November 13, 2009

Out of context quotes:

  • “The Vatican does not have an official position on alien life forms.”
  • “We like lists because we don’t want to die.”
  • “It involves a love triangle with only two bodies.”

November 2, 2009
Maybe this guy should be a character in my NaNoWriMo novel.

Dear guy at Caribou Coffee,

I love you. Even when your beatiful blue eyes give me those pitying looks after I’ve paid more than I can afford for more caffeine than is healthy. You may see in me a pathetic addict with a habit getting out of control. But to me you are a savior, you allow me to feel human again each morning. Yes, I think this relationship is going to last a long time indeed. I’ll see you again tomorrow, and the day after, and the one after that (I’ll try to look awake next time).

October 26, 2009

What does it mean for a piece of literature to have “poise”? I’ve seen this adjective thrown around with no explanation in too many book reviews and I have no idea what it means. I wouldn’t be surprised to learn that I’m too stupid to get it, but I’d rather believe that some guy on a deadline threw it in as filler and a bunch of people copied him, believing there was an implicit meaning everyone knew but them. And now it’s gone out of control. But uhh, if anyone does have an explanation, let me know.